No Radiation Today

January 13, 2014, today I was suppose to receive my first radiation treatment but it didn't happen. I had to get refitted for the radiation machine due to my fillers having too much fluid in them. I had to go back to Plastic Surgery to have them extract 50cc of fluid from my right filler, which was very easy and painless. Apart of me was a little disappointed but I wasn't mentally ready anyway. As I come closer to the end of my journey, I'm becoming very mentally tired. I'm not ready for my skin to be burned and sore, or for me to start feeling fatigue. I've come so far in my journey but it still feels so long.